Friday, October 28, 2005 || Ranty Lizzy makes a RETURN and craps.
- Okay, so the last post was a tad too 'emo', which is SO UNLIKE ME.
But I've had plenty of reasons to be emo, for the past few days have been sort of crappy.
Reason 1
I've been stuck at home and rotting for too long. Yup, I know I sound like a spoilt ass, since I'm seventeen and all. And yes, I do know that I'm not supposed to go out that much. But ... You can take a tiger out of the jungle, but you can't take the jungle out of the tiger. :(
Reason 2
My parents are planning to sell my organ. Well, not organ in the biological term, the instrument. My darling electone is going to LEAVE ME. *blows nose*
Well, actually, I wasn't all that surprised 'cause they were planning to sell my beloved one ever since I informed them that I was NOT going to do music and pursue Journalism instead. -_-
Crazy people, they think that I'll have more money if I pursue music. I suck at it!!!
So they dropped the bomb that they're gonna find a buyer for my organ soon. *sniff*
Reason 3
I have a feeling that my friends are sort of pissed at me. Not my usual 'outside school' gang, but my school friends inclusive. Because, well, I guess I HAVE been alienating them a bit.
*sighs*
I'm sorry! I still love you guys a lot. A LOT. <3
Too bad they remain blissfully unaware of the presence of my blog.
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Anyway, I had fun today. I went for dinner with my friends, gave myself a nice, long bath and mask when I got home, sat in the dumpy gardens of my apartment and gazed at the stars ... Aww.
BLISS!
I am happy. :D
Anyway, that aside, to clear things up a bit, I'm NOT quitting blogging. Well, I have this 'project' in mind, to write an autobiography of my childhood and adolescence when I'm 20 or so ... And obviously, this crapload that I'm posting in may actually contribute to that. :P
I don't care if it gets published or not. It's just a personal thing. IT WILL BE BETTER THAN ROALD DAHL's Going Solo and Boy, I'm telling ya.
...... Right.
Anyway, who knows, maybe one day, I'll be filthy famous. And when that time comes, I'll publish my autobiography, because people in general find famous people fascinating. *evil grin* And with all the constant camwhoring and pictures, I might even laugh at myself one day.
Oh scratch that. I laugh at myself all the time now itself. O.o
I'm a born entertainer, I swear. :P
Anyway, was looking through my photo files, and found a LOT of sucky old pictures.
I even found a 'camwhore style' pic of myself I took in December last year, I think.
That time, didn't have a camera yet (boo hoo) and I used my good pal's camera. :/
YES, LAUGH AWAY.
*wails*
I look so darned funny I could CRY. T.T Lizzy is giving you the permission to seriously PUNCH my face and mock me for looking severely stupid.
What the *bleep* was up with my hair?!? Damn, apparently, the japanese-kawaii-look does NOT go well on me.
Oh well.
And this next picture, sort of 18 Sx related. Not suitable for the young 'uns.
But no, it does not involve nudity of any sort.
.......
OMFG!!!!!! Okay, first up, I would like to point out that I DO NOT usually take perverted pictures like that. :P
It was during April Fools, I think, that my friend dared me to take that picture and send it to a couple of people's emails. T.T
And stupid, reckless, brainless me decided to take up that challenge.
Crap. But since my reputation is ALREADY down the drains, guess I don't have much to lose. O.o
I should use that as my freaking profile picture. I swear, everybody will click on me. =(
Errr. I guess that in all its misery and pain of losing my beloved organ......
I STILL FUCKING HAVE MY GUITAR. (Though sad to say, I have absolutely NO mastery of it, and it remains four-stringed since I have no cash to replace the fifth one. =( )
Yes, apparently, I'm still as camwhorish as ever. O_o
Some things never change. ;)
This picture is taken from my room window, looking out at my apartment carpark.
Yes yes, I'm poor, so I live in an apartment. *wipes teardrop*
And yup, I may always dream of living this place and living my life in a glamourous mansion on the hills ... It's still home. :) I could never love any other room, or any other view, as much as I love the ones I have now.
After going down that emotional and boring lane in my previous post, I have sold my soul to the devil and regained my narcissism.
YES YES YES I'M BORED. Somebody bring me out already!!!
*joking*
Thought of the day:
Okay. I'm amused enough.
Tata. ^^ Love ya all.
