Monday, December 25, 2006 || Lalala hohoho hum hum boring post you can ignore
- Okay, while I'm typing this, I'm half-drunk (sorta) and somewhat kind of tipsy. Hopefully I can still form coherent sentences though. There's no point in going to sleep now while I'm still giddy and shit, 'cause I'd end up tossing and turning anyway. -_-
So I just came home from Bangsar. Not sure what was the place we went but I think it was called BarFlame. (Pyramid's Flame is better!)
Last time in col, John was bugging the rest of us to go to Bangsar, but since today is only like the second time I've clubbed there, our theory was right: it is definitely macha land. O.o Not being racist ah! It's just funny that in the whole club/bar, my friends and I were like the only chinese, I think. o_O
Christmas eve's countdown was pretty cool. I know I said I'm gonna stay away from the 'Dark Side' of life, but the whole point in me saying that was 'cause I didn't wanna end up being groped by strangers, or worse - making out with strangers. And also, I didn't wanna get hooked on cigs. Drinking is still quite okay in my books - it's what the alcohol makes you do that's scary.
Sooooo ... I was practically the first dood who started dancing, and after that everybody joined in! Since I said I didn't wanna get groped, I ended up dancing with like, 5 different hot chicks. WTF?
I exchanged names with two of them and talked a bit, but I can't remember the names now. LOLZ. All I know is that two of them are like Iban and Kadazan. Or something like that. Damn hot ah.
Actually, I think that my friend's theory might be right. If I force myself to stay away from guys too much, I might (un)naturally turn to girls instead. WTFx1000
When I was dancing, some dude tried to dance with me and I think he was gonna start coming really close and end up making out with me or something.
(Some of my friends were already doing that ... well. Wtf.)
I sort of shoved him away, and trust me, my shove is pretty strong for a girl's (LOL), before sneering "fuckerrrr". Aiyo just because I'm quite tipsy doesn't mean I'm wearing a sign that says "Come grab me I'm so sexy" okay. And if it's a hot guy also not that pissed off, but this dude face like pukimak wanna touch me ah. Damn tulan sial.
(I just realized that my language is a bit problematic - but nvm lah)
Anyway, I've decided to not stress out about things too much anymore. I know that it may sound kinda hypocritical, since I was bitching about worrying about my friends so much in the last few posts .... but I've realized that I can't help them make their decisions in life. I mean ... if people wanna smoke, sleep around, or even do drugs or whatever, what can *I* do, except offer them advice and help when they need it? O.o
My main priority ought to be protecting myself from all those stuff first. I know I'm capable of taking care of myself, but seriously, who am *I* to be a so-called saint anyway. I'm not even remotely religious or a stereotypical 'good' girl. =.=
Okok all I'm saying is - I will never sleep around, do drugs, or pick up smoking as a habit and addiction. But TOUCH WOOD if I ever do - I'll definitely write about it in my blog. Sometimes I worry that I write almost everything here, even shit that wouldn't benefit me if I revealed it to the world and my friends ..... but honestly, would YOU really judge me?
I mean, I highly doubt that any of my friends would waste their time reading my blog, shaking their heads, and start bitching about how screwed up I am to everyone else. =/ Nobody is that evil, riiiight? :D
And I'm a nice girl at heart. honestly. I'm just ... a bit confused, at times. Well hey, at least I admit it. O_O
Mannnn ... I'm kinda worried about my friend right now, who was totally OUT of it when I came home. I hope nothing happens. Brrr
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