Wednesday, August 30, 2006 || boys, begone!
- I should quit blogging.
My life sucks. It's so boring, repetitive and hopelessly mundane. Who wants to hear about how I ponteng-ed class to watch Monster House with Andrew and SK, right? =_=
I should become bisexual or lesbian. :( Or maybe I could be like, the female version of Tucker Max! (Minus the sleeping around, can ah?)
Anyway, after the whole Mr Ice Cream man fiasco, I am SOOOO retiring from the game of love. Or lust. Or whatever it is. =.='' It drains me too much, emotionally. And you know me, I can't stand being emo for too long.
Heehee, speaking of Mr Ice Cream man, I finally resolved the issue by wasting my credit on a very long and emo talk on the phone with him. :) It went rather well, albeit kinda funny.
"I don't understand, I thought you were into me as well!" (him)
"Eh? What did I do?" (me)
"You always told me about your problems and listened to mine so patiently ..."
"That's cause you're my good friend and I cared!"
"You even SMSed me that day, saying that you needed a hug!"
"... Even my MSN nickname was 'I need a hug'!"
"Do you like that feler (Mr Ass) more than me? Is he your boyfriend now??"
--- long pause ---
"Well actually, I don't know. Nolah I don't care about him already man, after all the shit he put me through ..."
"Did I put you through a lot of shit as well?"
"No no no where got hehehehee"
Then he demanded to know if I was deliberately leading the both of them on at the same time. WHICH I WASN'T, anyway. Freaky man, this guy, who's still so suspicious even though I already said countless times that he was my FRIEND. =.=
"Seriously ... did you like me or him at all?"
Oh man, hahaha. I'll give him props for being super nice, but I think he must be some kinda SNAG (sensitive new age guy) or something. -_-''
"Err ... let's just say you guys are both my friends. I dunno if he's still my friend or not cause I put him through more shit than he did to me ... but we can still be friends, right?"
Then he sort of asked if there was any hope in 'us', and I sheepishly summoned all my skills and told him everybody's favourite break-up/reject line: "Well ..... you are really such a great guy, I know. But it's not your problem, it's mine. You deserve a lot better than me. You know I have a big problem with committment and I think you deserve the best!"
Damn fake, I know. But it was the best I could muster. Haha!
So basically, we're friends now. BIG SIGH. You know, I finally thought I found a really nice best guy friend who's totally super nice to me cause he really cared for me as a friend, not a potential mate. ='(
Shit, I need a gay best friend. Har har har ...
Oh yeah, here's proof of how much I utterly suck at being a decent human being: Now that all the drama's over, I actually kinda miss all the constant SMSes/calls from them. All the sweet and caring stuff.
I know, I know. I'm hopelessly evil. *mwahahaha* But at least I had the decency to let it go, right! (... Right.)
Oh yeah, I spent Saturday night at another friend's house and it was a blast! :D It was SO fun pigging out and talking about emo shit with your girlfriends. And try squeezing three averagely-sized chicks AND an overweight dog on a single bed.
Obviously, all of us couldn't really sleep. The whole night was filled with sudden shrieks and shouts. (Don't think dirty ah!) That went along the lines of:
"OW did you just punch my boob?!"
"Eh sorry she was moving around too much until my hand no space ..."
"Can't blame me, cause your fat dog was sniffing my ass!!!"
Of course, nothing happened. LOL DUH. Why the hell am I even justifying it? :P
Must have another all-girls slumber party again soon! :D To hell with boys, man.
(as you can see, after my very dramatic week, I've sort of given up on the opposite sex. *rawr*)
