Sunday, February 26, 2006 || Hypocritical or merely me?
- I hate shopping.
Do you know how much it hurts to not have a lot of money, and all you can do is watch your friends splurge on stupid, unnecessary stuff like make-up and clothes?
... I hate shopping. And I hate window-shopping.
And dammit, I just made an amazing discovery: Franz Ferdinand. They sort of remind me of The Beatles! (Though to compare FF with the godliness of Beatles would be sorta sinful...)
Anyway, short and unnecessary post today. I think that I'm sort of worn out (blogging) already, I need some sense of rejuvenation.
I think that I'm so contradictory. I think that I'm a good girl ... yet in the eyes of many, I'm pretty damn bad. I'm a Christian ... yet I indulge in a lot of not-very-Christian stuff. I like uh, Michael Buble ... and I also like Marilyn Manson (some of his songs aren't half bad).
Which, I don't know whether it's a good or a bad thing. Sometimes, I think that I'm too fakely versatile. If an ultra good Christian dude told me that sex and masturbation is, like, taboo, I would probably happily agree with him. But when I found out that 7/10 of my friends watch porn (Erm, actually, for girls, most of them only watch cuz got nothing better to do... as for guys, no comments.), I wasn't even surprised nor did I try to chastise them. Not that I think it's evil or anything.
Not a lot, but some people call me Liz ... therefore I am often linked to Lizards and shit. But seriously, they're better off comparing me to chameleons. Tsk.
Interesting lessons of life, indeed. Not that I'm planning to change, cause I'm perfect the way I am, but it's good to really know the kind of person you are. I think that my weaknesses > my strengths ... but I'm sneaky; I never flaunt my weaknesses. :p
That's why I think I have the capacity to seriously surprise the pants off people. Cause seriously, I think only what, 5 people REALLY know the real me.
So I'm thinking; is it better to hide or to flaunt your flaws? You know, if you hide your flaws well enough, people might not even notice it ... but if you hide it too much, when people do find out the ugly truth, they'd freak out and pee in their pants.
... Both also quite bad ya. -_-
