Tuesday, November 08, 2005 || Men are evil. But women can be jerks too.
- Okay, okay, I know I'm supposed to be studying. I know I'm supposed to be practising some add maths shit or whatever. I know I'm NOT supposed to be blogging, and especially not blogging twice in the same day.
But never mind lah. I'm in the mood.
So just now, I was trying to study my malay literature (Was half absorbed by the cute guy on TV.) and I got a call from LL. 'Weird.', I thought, 'cause she doesn't call me that much. Not since she started hardcore studying for SPM since two months ago, anyway.
And turns out, she was in a frenzy. Apparently, she found out that her boyfriend, T, was cheating on her with a girl she knew (Wah liao, so DRAMA..). O.o I'm actually not that good at consoling broken hearted peeps, so I only exclaimed 'OMG! JERK! What an asshole!!! Sheesh!' over and over again, which probably didn't make her feel any better, LOL.
My theory is right. Men are evil.
Which really reminded me of my form four year, 2004, which was the year that my life was constantly filled with all sorts of drama. One of them being a love-hate triangle featuring one of my best friends at the time, CL, her boyfriend/ex/whatever K.L and I.
See, at that time, CL was dating this guy she met from tuition, K.L, and was head-over-heels in love with him. But little did she know back then that K.L was a HUGE player. =/
So one day, she asked me out to join her, K.L and some of his friends for pool ('cause she doesn't know how to play, per se.) and naturally, I went. I didn't really think much of K.L though I noted him to be rather a cutie. And for moi cutie boys are only nice to see but not nice to hold. (Okay, where the heck did I get that theory from?)
So the whole thing was fun and all, though not really memorable since it was just a pool game between May Lee and me versus the lala canto-speaking guys. And when I came home, I received a SMS from K.L that went, 'I think I like you veli much o. The first time we meet got the feel... Really wan.' (What to do, he IS la la. Lala = Chinese educated group of wannabes who do massively weird things to their hair with unique fashion senses.)
And sensing that I was about to be involved in another huge drama, and I happened to LOVE drama, I SMS-ed C.L, saying 'Girl, break up with K.L. He's hitting on me, he's a player.' And naturally, she was REALLY distressed, and they did break up that night.
(Disclaimer: Okay, so I may come off as pretty bitchy and wild now ... but it is nothing compared to last year. I was a LOT more wild and VERY playful back then. Though not exactly slutty, mind you.)
So the next day, when I saw her and she told me that she had already broken up with K.L, instead of comforting her, I asked, "Great. So can I play with him? That Asshole needs to mess with someone like me."
I know, I know, very insensitive of me. :(
So I 'dated' him for about, err, a month. Shit, couldn't find a way to payback, though ... And to give K.L credit, he did almost catch me off guard by being sickeningly sweet at times. No wonder he scores so many chicks, that guy can talk man. In cantonese, nevertheless, but whatever. My life was SO dramatic back then, and it was a screwed up existence, since the both of us knew we didn't give nuts about each other. After one month, I got severely sick of him, and I told him that I only agreed to 'date' him 'cause I wanted to revenge for C.L. Which sorta caught him off guard, since playboys usually have egos the size of Pamela Anderson's boobs. -.-
And he went on to seduce a chick I introduced to him ONLINE, and that poor chick actually fell for him. Gosh, I felt so bad.
Sheesh, men are evil. :(
But of course, to be fair and not entirely feminist, girls are too.
To be really honest, I DO miss the person I was last year. :( Cause back then ... Everything was about fun, and that's it. I didn't have to care about courtesy, what other guys and girls thought of me and all that jazz. I could do whatever I want, say whatever I wanted to, and flirt whenever I felt like it, as long as my conscience was clear. But of course, I did many things that I somewhat regretted (though nothing extreme lah) and I decided to become a better person this year. LOL.
Yeah, I understand players. It is very nice, isn't it, to just flirt around with anybody and everybody, and to observe how other people seem to fall for your "charms" so easily. It's fun. I think I used to be a LOT more fun to hang out with, since I was totally focused on enjoying myself and cheek with the brains of guys and girls alike ...
But you know, there ARE times when you'll have to choose between doing what's right or going down an easier but self-destructive lane.
Sheesh, now I sound like some kinda "Bring it to Big Bro"-esque columnist.
And oh, Happy Birthday to Suet Li's boyfriend, Barry. And good luck to Suet Li and Jin for their MPH thing at 1U tomorrow. Maybe I'll see ya guys there, if not, May you guys kick the asses of the other contestants. =P
