Thursday, November 10, 2005 || in the mood.
- Lame attempt #23354 at studying: FAILED. Again.
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Wow. Damn true. *Tsk tsk*
I think the Gods of Education and Studying have something against me. Everytime I even try to hold a book, I get attacked by sudden spasms of wanting to do something else. Like eating. And blogging. :(
I think I'm really too damn impulsive. =/ Like a lot of people have told me ... I put a lot of focus on my needs and I do whatever to satisfy them, with no thought of the future. As low as I think SPM is ... I am aware that it holds a pretty strong possibility of screwing my life altogether. And I'm still taking that risk.
I can't study. Not because I can't, physically and mentally, but because I don't want to. I'm gross. Yeah, that's the only word to describe myself.
And its raining. I love the rain. But I'm starting to hate it, cause I can't play in the rain, and soak myself in the raindrops anymore, until the 3rd of December anyway. :( Plus, it makes me feel like sleeping ...
And I'm thinking about a lot of things. Things I SHOULDN'T be thinking about.
Like, why the hell didn't I hit on Ezra back then? Granted, I was only fourteen and still very much in 'fugly' mode ... But I still should've tried, right? Just so I can go, "YO, I flirted with the cutest guy on earth before, ya know. I am the man!" now.
Okay, that sounded wrong. But, whatever. AT LEAST I CAN BRAG ABOUT IT!! Even though I wouldn't get him, still ... Ish ish.
And also, what is it about men in SUITS that I find so hot? The whole working suit and tie thing ... Yummy. And apparently, a lot of my friends find that hot too. (Ya, hint for you guys out there.)
Older guys are hot. ^_^
And, I hate judgemental people. Sheesh, I REALLY can't stand people who go, 'Damn, that guy damn fat lar, why you talk to him so much lah?' OR 'she looks like a bimbo. Don't hang out with her so much lah.'
Can't stand it ... Though admittedly, I'm also pretty judgemental. :( But see, when I diss someone, I diss them in a light and funny way. UNLIKE some people who are really so damn judgemental, they make me ponder of what are they saying about me, if I wasn't there?
Yeah. These people are scary. =/ I dont know, I seem to think that people who put other people down a lot are actually the most insecure ones at heart ... Makes sense, no? And one thing I DO know, insecure people are the scariest. (Cause I'm also kinda insecure at heart, mah.) Especially if they seem to ooze confidence and sass on the outside, and you'll have no clue on what's lurking behind the smirks and grins ......
Okay. I'm crapping, again. :(
One thing I've been dying to try... (This is sort of inspired by the Initial D movie, hah.)
You know, at times when a guy or girl fetches you home in his or her car? And obviously, before you get out of their car, you'd have to say 'thanks for the ride!' or something obligatory like that, right?
I'm dying to do this ... especially if I'm only mutual friends with the dude. After I say 'Thanks for the ride!' or whatever, I wanna lean over and kiss the dude on the lips.
Simple, really. If you do that on a girl or a guy, and assuming he or she gets PISSED, you can just go "Oh, I'm just trying to be more westernized. You know, kissing over there is really just a form of courtesy. :) Wanna thank you for the drive mah."
OR, if the guy or girl blushes, seems to freak out, and later tries to dig out more info about that "kiss", you can be pretty sure that that person is DEFINITELY in your league. HAHA!
Either way, its a win-win situation. :D
Sheesh. I definitely WILL try it out after the exams. T.T Might as well take advantage of my singlehood, eh?
