Wednesday, January 10, 2007 || My bad luck charm. *sneeze*cough*burp*
- Soooo ... recently, I bumped into Fling Thing '06 #2 again. Though I was hoping hard *not* to.
It's really weird. 'Cos when I look at him now, all I feel is ... uh. Nothing? No more 'hmm he's quite cute ...' playing in my head.
So we both said our 'hellos', which felt kinda awkward.
Then he handed out his hand for me to shake, to wish me a happy new year. He held my hand for a lot longer than he should've, which made me stare quizzically at him and go "Uh ... What?"
He leans in, just a little bit, so that it wouldn't be noticeable to other people. Just me. And he softly says, "I miss holding your hand ... "
With that familiar cocky and cheeky grin of his that I used to find majorly appealing.
The Old Liz would've found it extremely cute. And actually, a small part of me *still* found it totally cute, in a fake-dorky way. But the new Liz, the one with her newly-reinforced womanhood and discovery that she can live without cute guys ... didn't feel ANYTHING at all, and instead had to fight the urge to to wince or grimace.
Of course ... me *still* being me, I merely cocked my head to the left, raised my eyebrows at him, and gave him my mysterious half-smirk/smile. Before slipping my hand away and walking off. :D
(All while resisting the urge to grab his other hand with my free hand, stare lovingly into his eyes for a very tender moment before saying a very sweet and short "Fuck you".)
OMG bloody corny lah. The new me is SO not gonna fall for anyone's mind games anymore. Girl power yo!!111
This is kind of weird, since I HAD to bump into FlingThing the day right after I gave up on my no-guys vow? Wow. Must be a sign.
The weirdest thing is ... when I walked away, I mumbled to my friend, "Everytime I see him my day ALWAYS turns out fucking unlucky ..."
My friend laughed at me. But I currently am down with a mild fever, flu and sore throat. OMG WHAT ARE THE ODDS?!?
O_o Very weird. The guy's weird too, for being such a bad luck charm. Hahaha
However, it doesn't even matter cos I've already set my eyes on someone ... I *think*. Oklah just assume that I have.
Okok, I really don't know. I think that the past two months have totally made me immune to men, so now I'm not sure about anything anymore. I feel like a robot yo.
Gonna go nurse my fever and flu in bed now. *sneeze*
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