Tuesday, January 16, 2007 || Bragging rights
- OKAY TODAY IS A BLOODY GOOD DAY.
I got back my results today. *big grin* Damn happy ah!
For some weird reason, I got a 4.0 for my English 101. Wheeeeee! I was SO sure that my English-A record was gonna be broken. And also a 4.0 for my graphics. :D
Which means that my C.G.P.A is still 3.75. *biggggass grin*
Please forgive me lah ... but since I'm usually so humble and all, let me brag a bit for once. =D I'm happy with my results, but I know that I don't really deserve it that much ... I mean, this is a girl who sneaks out in the middle of the night to drink vodka and studies the night before the exam?
I guess I just lucked out. But luck or whatever, it doesn't make me any less happy. W00t w00t.
Okay, so I kinda forgot what I was gonna blog about. Seriously, my life has been kind of a ... blur. Everything's happening so fast ...
However, ever since best-friend Jaclyn left, I'm pretty surprised that I actually seem ... BUSIER than usual? Is it because I'm finally out of my comfort zone and forced to adapt in other environments other than the one that I'm used to?
Really weird. And oh, I didn't go home at all last Friday night ... and on Saturday morning, I went on a spontaneous road trip to Genting with a bunch of friends. O_o Didn't take any pictures, though ... Mainly 'cos everybody looked like shit without sleep. Especially me. HEH
Oh yeah ... I finally remember what I was gonna blog about! My BIG ego.
Can you believe it that I got REALLY pissed at someone 'cause I apologized to him, and he didn't seem to take my apology seriously and made the whole deal seem like a really small thing?
Okay it *was* a really small thing ... but it took me A LOT to say sorry okay. T_T
I hate saying "I'm sorry", "I miss you" and "I like you". But when I say it, it takes out a lot of pride from me, and when people take it lightly, my ego gets super bruised. =(
There was one time last year, when I was on the phone with the guy I liked, and I told him that I missed him ... but after I said it, I thought I could hear some dude giggling in the background. I wasn't entirely sure; I could've heard wrongly or it could've been the TV or something ...
But I immediately ended the call and sent him a very pissed off SMS. Words like "fucker, joke, funny, trusted" were included in the message ...
When I think of it now though, wasn't I totally overreacting? =( My ego is SO huge that even the possibility of being treated as a joke irks me. =(
No wonder I'm almost always single. =( My ego is bigger than my butt.
I have no idea how to "cure" my overly big ego and pridefulness. Help needed.
On another note though, John is going to Bali and my friends and I will miss him SO MUCH for one week. :( AND OH ... I REALLY NEED TO HUG SOMEONE. Cos despite my big ego shits, I'm still quite happy ... it's been a great week. :)
*looks around for hot stranger to give a big bear hug*
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