Monday, September 04, 2006 || Liz is BACK!
- Hello, sexy people!
Erm, yeah, so I didn't spend Saturday night at home again. And the stupidest thing I did was to forget to sign out of my MSN before I left my house, so when I came home on Saturday, there were like 15 messages I didn't reply to. Sorry! T_T
Ooh, so I actually spent the night at Jaclyn's place, cause I just needed to talk and beremo with my best friend. I mean, she (and possibly cally?) are the only people that know exactly what has been going on in my life lately. REALLY nauseating stuff.
I remember once writing in my blog that I'm someone that goes through many, MANY different phases in life. If you've been reading my blog for some time, you'd be able to tell, I guess. ;) See - there was my camwhorish phase (sorta over), my traffic-whoring phase, my 'problems at home' phase, my 'stressed out over group assignments' phase, my SPM phase, and my battle-with-vulgar-language phase. =.=''
Thankfully, most of them are over. But for the past month or so, I've been facing one of the most challenging phases ever. O.o It feels horribly DUMB to admit this in public, but yeah, I was kinda going through a 'boy-crazy' phase. Or something of the sort.
I finally realized that everything was too much and getting out of hand after the whole ice-cream man thing, and yesterday's fight with another guy pretty much sealed it up. I've almost made a full transition into bitch zone! =(((((
I mean ..... I think that I must've REALLY pissed off my friends. Everytime I was with my best friends, I'd be on the phone or SMSing - or complaining about various guys to them. I am SO thankful that they're still there for me, man, cause I don't know if I'd have done the same if I was in their shoes.
So I talked to Jaclyn about everything, who was pretty understanding ("I honestly don't f*king know how you liked three guys at the same time") and supportive ("hahaha, now you're back to where you started out!"). :)
We even had a big laugh over the most horrible thing I declared to Cally and Jac two weeks ago. I quote the then-bitchy me: "well ... Why do I wanna have one when I can have six?"
OMG, that definitely beats the time I accidentally commented that *censored* looks like he permanently has a hammer shoved up his ass. Damn terrible of me. *wipes tear*
Well .... I'm just happy that everything's finally resolved and over. Sure, I don't get constant SMSes at night, I don't have people calling me up whenever I feel remotely upset or bored, I don't have anybody to kacau when I'm too free ... but you know, I don't want a repetition of form 4 - my academic life was screwed. How can I screw up my college right? Especially when I did relatively pretty well in my first exam. And I'd choose friends over drama any day.
I think I'm pretty lucky that nothing too disastrous happened. At least it was fun, though. :D Life is a big learning experience, right? Ice cream man (the only one I cared about) and I are still friends. The shitbag I blogged about in my previous post and I are ... friends, since I've found out that things aren't really his fault anyway.
My life is brilliant. :D
Hehe, time to get moving on to another phase of life. *winks* I wonder why don't I ever get into, like, a FITNESS phase? =( At least that would do me some good!
OH yeah, I thought my ankle (which I sprained last week) was totally okay by now, and I went jogging after college on Friday. And I have no idea why, for some reason, my feet hurt REALLY badly after that. =(( OMG, did my bones get dislocated or something?
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I did not sleep a wink last night, and I watched a "friendly" futsal match (HOT GUY ALERT OMG ..... *smacks self to senses* bwahaha) till 5, then it was dinner with the peeps. I feel like I could just ...... float and die now. O.o
