Monday, January 22, 2007 || First things first
- John is finally back from his vacation. YAY!!!!! Classes have been SO boring without him. Am really looking forward to catching up with him :D and update each other about all the shit we've been up to.
Damn, I want a to go on a roadtrip with all my close friends. It'd be so fucking fun to collect stories and experiences together.
Oh yeah, I really didn't go home at all for the weekend. It was a REALLY weird weekend ... 'coz Veen and I managed to change our plans at least 5 times in a night. So in the end, we ended up ffk-ing people (and being ffk-ed), hung out with various people in 4 different places ... only to end up in her room at 5 a.m with four cans of beer. Was a super funny weekend, come to think of it ...
And today, had dinner with a friend. During dinner, I suddenly asked her, "Have you ever had sex in a CAR?"
(okay, don't ask me how the question suddenly popped up)
she: "Obviously!!! Who hasn't?"
And for some weird reason, I immediately shouted, "FUCK YOU!!!!", with my eyes wide. With the sudden realization that everybody in the restaurant was staring at my outburst. Hahaha
(and for the record, *I* haven't had sex in a car. Or anywhere else, for that matter, wtf)
Anyway, I've realized that I have so much less time nowadays for more mundane stuff like watching TV, blogging, and etc. How lah how lah? I *know* that I can't be as entertaining (if I ever was, hah) as I used to be anymore. So what happens to my once-beloved blog? Will it slowly die off as some blogs do as I update less and less? =(((((
I've also realized, today, that my "I have nothing to hide" life philosophy applies in almost every aspect of my life. Even though my friends were over and shit, if they entered my room, they'd find magazines, CD covers, and even underwear (haha wtf, I know) all over the place. =.=
You'd think that I ought to at least pretend to care. But I just ... don't.
I think that it's time for a change. I'm glad that I never got hooked on smoking (and even drinking, actually), but there are a lot of stuff that I do that I'm not proud of. Which is kind of freaky ... 'cause I've noted that the guilt doesn't come anymore.
But I dunno, I guess I'll just take things one step at a time. I'll start with the small things ... like a new hairdo. :D
Okay, gonna continue immersing myself in my so-called newfound busy life. And continue my self-proclaimed journey of self-discovery. *wtf*
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