Sunday, November 26, 2006 || Stay away from booze!
Ok so I deleted/edited the post I posted up before this one, cause my friend advised me to let some time go by before I talk about the mistake I made. Cause close friends read my blog, and I have no idea who might be judgemental and make a big deal out of it ... O_o
Btw, I've just realized how easy it is to detect if I'm going through a shitty phase or not. Everytime I make a mistake or am going through an emo phase --- I don't blog!
It's like I'm avoiding all opportunities to talk about my pathetic life. Har har har.
Anyway, to sum things up, I basically made a VERY horrible mistake last week. It was so bad, I was SO upset throughout the whole week, though I tried really hard not to show it.
In a nutshell, I guess I sort of cheated on someone. Okok, assuming that I still really like someone that I'm not dating anymore, and I did something that I SHOULDN'T have done if I still like him ... still considered cheating ar? Or maybe it was just a really weird and awful rebound thing. Har har.
Anyway, I am seriously fucked up right now. Kids, STAY AWAY from booze and cigs! Honestly.
I wanna say sorry to sooo many people. I wanna say sorry to Jaclyn for dragging her to drink and fag with me so often. I wanna say sorry to er, my rebound person. I wanna say sorry to DickFace for no particular reason ... And so many more lah! =(
Ohh, it takes more than a series of obstacles like the ones I'm facing to bring me down! I swear, I won't drink or smoke anymore. If I lived without it once, I'll do it again. Before I get hooked for real ......
Mesti GAMBATEI!
So I solemnly vow to not go to clubs or get stoned/drunk for at least 6 months. Oh, no boys too! I SWEAR. Here are some random pics, just to liven up my boring shitty blog a bit:
Man, I'm too lazy to even photoshop and change the brightness/contrast of the pics. Don't care lah. :D
Veen and I, before we went to Qbar with The Gang.
Errr ... 50% drunk.
Us, and a girl who talked to me and we made friends when I was kind of tipsy. I don't even know her name, but we were damn layan and chatted a bit. I have a VERY interesting story to tell, but I think I probably shouldn't ... *coughs* I'll leave it to your imagination hehe. *wink wink* ;)
John and I in col
We went to play football in Taman Jaya with the guys, and I humped a tree.
This cousin of mine is here for a visit, and he is SO CUTE CAN DIE! Awwwww, me wants kids. Yuck yuck yuck, damn those maternal instincts!
Something to give ya nightmares:
Hahaha, talk about a bad sight! FYI, we're not lesbians. Don't kill me if you see this pic, Marcus.
Damn, what an eventful week I had. Things are finally looking up, but I'm still sort of drained. O_o
Sigh sigh sigh I wish that I would just stop feeling like the most screwed up person on earth. Am I the only one who ever feels this way? =(
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