Tuesday, November 21, 2006 || Hmm.
Sometimes, I just wish that people would just fucking stop expecting things out of me.
Isn't it ironic, when you sometimes warn people beforehand that you're basically not good enough, and they insist that you have a major case of inferiority disorder and convince you otherwise. And when you simply don't live up, just like you already said you wouldn't, they get bloody pissed and disappointed in you?
Man, fuck you all. I am a stubborn, confused, unsure, arrogant, snappy, selfish and insensitive 18 year old girl. I'm willing to own up to my flaws and embrace them, unlike some dimwits out there who think they're God.
I may fail at improving myself, at being a better person, but isn't that to be expected? I mean, hell, I'm just a normal teenager, who happens to have no sex life whatsoever, and I'm just as lost and as undecided as anybody else out there. Seriously, what do people expect out of me?
My Gawd, I am in the most horrible mood ever. I had an awful day. And the worst thing, is seriously coming home to a house FULL of people, and the sudden realization that you have to share your SMALL room with four kinda big-sized kids for a few days. Omg, my privacy ah!
Anyway, I just heard that some people thought that I made out with this guy in a club yesterday. And to confirm all potential rumours or suspicions, I was much too NOT drunk to make out with a guy and not remember it by today. I highly doubt that I have Alzheimers.
And seriously, if I DID make out with whoever in a club, I would fucking own up to it. You've gotta be kidding me. I don't owe any loyalty to Dickface anymore, and I most definitely don't owe anything to anybody else. And my virginity is still very much intact, thank you very much.
I really don't know what is right or what is wrong anymore. I keep on making really bigass mistakes all the while, and some of the prices I'm paying are really draining too much energy out of me ... but I'm holding on. I have to try, right?
Sigh. My house is noisy. I hate noise. I can't even think about all my shitty problems without having someone screaming up my ear. =/
|
The blogger:
Lazy
Self-proclaimed cutie
Talented
Constantly lives in denial
Digs hot dark guys, Dean Koontz, black color, gaming, and pigging out.
Layout: *ahem* THIS LAYOUT IS ONLY TEMPORARY!!! I messed up the codes for my new one and I lost my previous one, wtf.
Click on my picture for my so-called profile...
Site Feed
Feed Burner
Contact Me!
Email and MSN: elizalee100@hotmail.com
Friendster Profile: *Click*
Recent Posts
Some people are just not meant to drink
True love
Karaoke, videos, and wedding songs.
Now, THIS is the shit!
If I died ..
Freak of the Century
Lazy, sickly, SHORT update!
A bit of narcissism again <3
Joy, bliss, satisfaction.
Random thoughts, filler post
Archives
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
Stories/Fiction
Walking in Broken Shoes
Heaven In Your Smile
Seeking Heaven
One More Time
A Different Kind of Loss
Symphonies
Poems
Faces
If I Ever
Tarnished Hope
Favourite Posts
My life is too short.
What makes Liz a girl pretty?
Blogging for fame?
Reasons why Liz'd make the BEST girlfriend ever.
The craziest weekend EVER.
Liz spoofs famous bloggers.
You're not exactly Prince Charming, bitch.
A Crazy foreigner from camp.
My cute Fifi is a bad camwhore. [Pic post]
My SG trip. [Pic post]
'Party' with the gang. [Pic post]
Ugly pics from a pretty fun camp. [Pic post]
Tag me!
Friends
Clareen's
Carmen's
Evon's
Gavin's
Jin's
Joshua's
Joshua Loke's
Lee Quin's
Michy's
Wen Che's
Wen Lin's
Suet Foong's
Joshua Lim's
The Writers:
John Ling
Yvonne Foong
The Famous Ones I read:
Kenny Sia
Minishorts
Edmund 'Swifty' Yeo
Bryan Boy
KY Speaks
Kamigoroshi
XiaXue
My Must-Reads:
Darien's
Jin's
Suet Li's
Kyels's
Jolene's
Asyraf Lee Photography
Binnie's
Prashanth's
SapiensBryan's
Cheryl's
Vincent's
Xen0's
Yuen Qi's
Ann Jie's
The Exchanges, etc:
Life Feel
Binnie's TwentyFourSevens
Josh's Blown Fuse
Avril Freak Ken
Funny Junk
Th
is work is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution 2.5 License.
Who Links Here