Monday, October 30, 2006 || Random thoughts, filler post
- Random thoughts I am thinking about now:
- The Sims 2 is such a totally cute game. *squeals*
...... Okay fine, I sound like a girly bimbo who purposely installed a game into her computer to make her sound cooler to guys. Ok wtf, that doesn't make sense too.
But anyway, I created a family, a husband and wife named Ezra and Liz Feehily. *HEH* Damn shiok sendiri. So Ezra and Liz are both sort of normal and had a baby boy, and were living really normal and boring lives. 'Till I added some spice into their lives by making Ezra fall for the maid and had an affair with her.
(I know, I know, talk about cursing myself. But I'm not and will never be with Ezra anyway, so can't be bad luck, RIGHT? O.o'')
Which was pretty hard to keep it from Liz. Then I made Liz fall for the made too, and had an affair with her. My Gawd, I am so f*king twisted!
At the end, however, their kid Jeremy grows up and marries the maid. Woo boy, lucky maid. Damn, I should write TV dramas! - Grey's anatomy is good shit. And I think that the black Doctor, Dr. Derek Shepard's rival, is HOT. Which is kinda weird in my case, cause everybody obviously loves Derek Shepard, whoever the actor is. Of course, I was drooling at him too, but I've concluded that I dig Dr. Burgh (is that even how it's spelled?!) more. :D
- People always say that looks don't matter. But most of the time, they're probably lying.
Look at the girls all the guys are swarming around and would do anything for. Are any of them ugly? Heck ...... no.
Then, it just struck me that sometimes, girls do the same too. They go for looks as well, they want someone who can make their knees weak because he has a gorgeous smile, a well-tonned body, or nice eyes.
But as far as what I've experienced, when a guy worships a girl purely because she's hot, it's totally cool ....... but when a girl worships the ground a guy walks on just because she obviously wants him 'cause he's a hottie, she's labeled a superficial bitch. Not only by guys.
Where is the justice in that? O_o - Life is weird. Love is overrated. Relationships are overrated. Flings - or "relationship could-have-beens", are even weirder.
It's just kinda weird, how you spend so much time getting to know someone. And when it's over, when the courting process has failed, or just simply when both parties face the horrible truth that it's not going to work anymore ... everything goes back to the way it was before you got to know each other so well. Or at least, feels that way.
After everything, it just strikes you ... did you just WASTE all the time? All the money - going out, SMSing, and making calls?
Then, I look around, and I see a lot of people I know doing the same. Technically, we're wasting our time. But would we have done anything different, erased those moments you shared that didn't end up in a real relationship? No, I don't think so.
I guess for most of us, the unlucky ones in love, we're just clinging on to the memories and what could have been. Hoping that maybe a fairytale could come true. Somehow, someway.
I feel like I want a new adventure, a new experience. I want to work in a bar and steal people's drinks, I want to travel to a rural area like Keningau to do some mission work, I want to sneak out in the middle of the night with someone I like to drive up Gasing Hill to gaze at the scenary and count stars while talking about my wet dreams.
Hahaha, scrape off the last part.
Unfortunately, my parents won't let me do all of the three. Shucks.
