Sunday, June 18, 2006 || Boys and vows
- Seriously, ever since I've started college, all my other friends have been asking me the same thing whenever they see me.
"Woo someone in college already! So got boyfriend already right??"
... I swear, almost everybody asks me guy-related questions, as though I'm some kinda boyfriend hunter with raging hormones. :p
To which, I'll often only grin and reply: "Aw no. My next bf must be my first long-term SERIOUS bf ok. I'm staying single until I meet an uber nice guy I totally like!!"
... Of course, coming from *me*, nobody believed it. Hahaha. So far, I've never been in a relationship for more than 3 months, all of which with dumbasses I met randomly ... and none of them were serious enough for me to even bother proudly displaying him on my arm to my FRIENDS, much less my parents.
"Aiya tell la. Surelyyy got cute guys wat. Who you like la!"
me: "Cute guys? Err. I dunno. You know how I feel about messing with church guys. I don't do that okay."
friend: "Church? I was asking you about college!"
me: "Oh man, what's the difference!!!"
Hahaha, so as it seems, I am taking college rather lightly. Like church. O_o
I have nothing against dating church/christian people, mind you, but I always can't seem to shake off nagging feelings that they're better and holier than I am. Which sorta stresses me out, though it really shouldn't, since I *am* of the same religion myself, right?
BUT my next bf is gonna be a super nice, geeky, godly guy who'll errr ... put in a lot of effort in maintaining our blissful relationship. *smiles dreamily*
"When you have a boyfriend you'll write it in your blog right?" (Damn wtf question. I didn't even know she reads my blog!)
Me: "Nope. The only guy I ever admitted to liking publicly was only Ezra k, you don't see me telling everbody about everything else. -_- And that was only cuz I didn't even GET him, so I dun care la ..."
friend: "Eeyer. Not fun lah you."
Speaking of which, I almost wish that I have someone to set my eyes upon. Like you know, I've never had a crush on anybody since last year, and I kinda miss having someone to drool at, someone to make my heart beat faster. :D
Aiseh. Nowadays even stereo-typically good-looking guys (... the usual ones I always drool over. HAHA.) don't fascinate me anymore.
Shit. Am I becomg asexual?!?!?!?!?!
(... don't answer that question. Huhuhu. =( )
And oh, I've just realized that most of my new guy friends are so totally Jaclyn's type. She lurvessssssss Godly people. Though I'm willing to bet 50 bucks that she isn't their type. WAHAHAHA!
She came over to my college yesterday for some event planning meeting, all decked out in black, with her classic "I'm a virgin, this is a very old t-shirt' black shirt and baggy black jeans. Plus, she put on totally thick black eye-liner, and black+purple smoky eyeshadow around her eyes.
Which, is what she *does* usually look like. But in MY college, everybody was giving her The Eye. LOL.
I swear, I think that she's gonna have a way harder time than I did to adjust in college when she comes next year. But the most unfair shit of it all is that by the time she comes, I WILL BE THERE.
And since we're best friends and all, she'll undeniably already have a "pre-assigned" gang and clique to hang out with automatically, otherwise known as my current classmates. -____-
Damn unfair right!!! *I* had to shred off whatever ego and lanciness in me and damn susah-payah befriended my classmates of the same intake!
And when Jaclyn comes, it'll be all smooth-sailing for her since by then, she'll probably already be kinda close to my college friends since I always invite her along whenever we hang out.
Okay okay, I damn tulan. I've decided to totally ignore her when she enrolls in college. Mwahahaha! Behold my wrath!
(Just kidding. What are best friends for? *rolls eyes*)
OH, just a few days ago, we both swore by Coca-cola and french fries that we will NOT be alone by this Christmas. *ahem ahem*
.... Which is a vow that I think we both are not gonna be able to fulfill. *sheepish grin*
.... We'll all see how it goes. HAHAHA. If it goes wrong as I'm expecting it to, somebody take me out for a "romantic" dinner this Christmas so at least I've fulfilled that vow! I promise I'll be nice!
