Friday, May 05, 2006 || I don't ONLY talk to boys
No loser stories today!
Picture has absolutely nothing to do with post. Uploaded just for the sake of "flaunting" my humility.
EH no makeup and photoshop okay.
I swear this is the fakest picture of me. Ever. =_=
Err ...my lanci face. Sick of my face yet?
... Okay, don't answer that question.
Irritating shit of the day: (when I was doing my work somemore!)
Uh hello. People who abuse emoticons blind me, and make me feel damned stupid for not being able to decipher 80% of what they're trying to say.
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Anyway, I think it's common knowledge around just about everyone that I'm not the most friendly person on earth.
I mean, when I'm in a good mood, I'm damn hyper and talkative lah but whenever I'm in a so-so mood ... I prefer listening to other people crap, only cause I'm such a big fat lazy ass I can't be bothered to socialize. :p
So I was talking to my friend about how I think I'll have trouble totally fitting in, in college ... since the college is ... err, never mind.
"Haiya don't worry la ... just don't try to be funny and do what you usually do lor."
Me: "What do I usually do?"
"You only talk to all the guys, and never talk to the girls ... bad strategy lor. Since you know right, all your best friends are mostly girls, so you shouldn't leave those college girls alone lor later they think you damn bitchy."
Me: (!!!) "Woi I never only talk to guys okay! Where got? If anything, I think the most also I never talk to anybody wat ..."
"Erm... Remember X Y Z? Remember the Christmas day thing? And last year's camp you only talked to the japanese guys okay, did you go and talk to the jap girls??"
Me: "Err ... good point."
The weirdest thing is, two weeks ago Christine was telling me the same thing when I slept over at her place. =_=
But ... I find girls that I'm not familiar with damn hard to talk to. Like, WHAT is there to crap about, anyway? With a guy I could come up with something stupid like:
"HEYYY I think you look damn familiar ... KDU student, right?"
.... And I could still get away with it.
-_- But with new girls, I really find it harder to click with them yo. If a strange girl came up to me and act all buddy buddy, I'd find it a LOT weirder ... And I wouldn't know how to respond.
Which is why I often feel damn weirded out whenever some girl I don't recognize waves at me or something.
....... Fine, from now on, I'll make sure that I'm super muka tebal and only chat with chicks!
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My EX boss called me up today and asked if I wanted to work for two days.
YES!!!!!!!!!!!!111, I answered. I almost said "DUH!!!", but that would've been highly inappropriate.
FINALLY, moolah for my time. =)))))))
And oh, I had my first FREE guitar lesson today. (I'm stressing on the FREE cause I'm only going for the class ... cause it's free. Heh.)
... ... It was boring. Humility, Liz. Humility.
Alright, I shall refrain from speaking of how much cooler I was than the n00bs.
I'm like, a total beginner ... but seriously, the dude who was teaching was all, "So what's the first string called? ^_^"
4 other dudes: ???
me: "...... E?"
teacher: Okay, what's the second string?
me: "......A?"
Teacher: "Okay, what's the 3rd string? ^_^"
... which then I pretended to shut up, just so I don't look like an arrogant bitch and make the other guys hate me for life. But seriously lah, it was such a waste of 1 hour, learning the stuff everybody's supposed to know the first day they get their guitar.
What was stupider was me going to the pasar malam immediately after the lesson. Which means, I had my guitar strapped around my shoulder ... Damn poser, can? I heard SO many funny remarks (from mostly lala chais, ergh).
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I've learnt that loss is such a cool thing. =)
You wouldn't know what it feels like to have something until you have it ... and when you lose it, you feel the pain cause you can't bear the idea of not having it anymore.
Like, a boyfriend. If you've never been in love before, you wouldn't fuss about being permanently single as much as another girl who has been in a relationship before.
I came home to find my dad moping on the sofa and my mum sprawled on the floor, Fifi sleeping beside her. There was such a distinct sense of loss and tension in the air, that for a fleeting moment, I REALLY thought my grandmother passed away, or something.
"What happened?", I asked.
"............ Our Astro spoilt.", my dad woefully answered.
Swt.
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