Friday, April 21, 2006 || I've decided to be bisexual
- WHASSSUPPPP PEOPLE!
Missed me?! (hahaha)
And oh, I HATE Kellie Pickler. She reminds me of a girl I used to hate that was so cute, but soon started acting cute all the time to get sympathy favours. And in her case, she's just exploiting her stupid southern belle charm too much. "I butchered it ... *pout* Aww I'm sawweeee!"
SO IRRITATING... *cracks knuckles*
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I've decided to become a full-fledged bisexual.
I mean, what the heck right, why limit myself to one gender when I can have both? gasp. And that would mean I have an extra 50% of the world population to choose from!
And I really don't like men at the moment. Girls can be bitchy and all that, but at least they don't scare your pants off by offering to buy you drinks in pasar malams. Or try to grope you.
(I'm actually jk about the bisexuality bit, but I really wouldn't mind. So when any guy friend goes on and on about a girl that I think isn't pretty, I won't be irritated or anything, since I'll probably agree with him too! :D ....... But I've never felt attracted to a girl in my whole life before.)
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Life is quite cool right now. I told Nicholas I wouldn't be working at his place, since they want a full-time waitress and the shop closes at 1 A.M. (CRAZY, right?)
And my dad wanted to bring me to Bangkok with him and my sis on a holiday.
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh wait, I can't go. =( My mum isn't going (private family problem lah) thus I don't think I should go.
I mean, I placed myself in her shoes ... and I decided that if I was a mother and my husband and kids goes to Bangkok without me, I'd feel like a piece of turd. So once again, I've decided to at least try to be a good daughter and do what's best for my mother's sake.
... Okay okay, I'm not exactly a good daughter, nor am I particularly noble. But at times I really wish that they'd appreciate the small things that I do for them and not just brush me off.
Oh, speaking of parents, my dad is taking bible classes and is studying to be a "pastor". Or preacher.
I can't stand it when my dad acts all nice and oh-so-lovely in church, while he can be such a jerk at home. Which was the main reason I couldn't stand being in the same church as my parents.
I feel like such an asshole at times because I find it SO HARD to accept other people's flaws, when so many people probably love me for who I am. =((( I mean, I even tell off my best friend to her face whenever she's being a hypocrite.
Blah, whatever. Call me Eliza Lee, the preacher's kid.
SOMEBODY KILL ME PLEASE. What if I start smoking? What if I got into a relationship that will be frowned upon? What if I started strip dancing as a part-time job?
Of course, those things won't happen.
But ....... Just kill me.
