Monday, April 17, 2006 || Stuck in the middle of utter pointlessness
I couldn't be arsed to blog properly.
I think I lost the "momentum. Noooooooo ...
(not like anybody cares. haha!)
Anyway, my day was great. Went to my parents church in the morning, which sort of freaked me out 'cause they acted SO CLOSE and SO NICE to me in church, in front of everybody else. Oi mummy and daddy, what happened to your usual sarcasm?!
Majorly smirk-inducing man.
Then in the evening, I went for dinner with a friend, who did not act SO NICE and SO CLOSE to me in the restaurant, which is good. *grin*
And Nicholas asked if I wanted to work as a waitress in his cafe. ERRRR. I'm not particularly wary of the dude anymore since he stopped hitting on me ever since I only spoke english in his presence. Go figure.
But I dunno, the hours are a tad too long, from 10a.m to 10p.m. And I'll get, like, fat.
... Though then again, there IS the money factor to think about ..........
(BTW my mum's friend just got diagnosed with breast cancer. *gasps* .. And she's in a lot of shit now 'cause she isn't really financially well off and can't really afford the hospital fees etc etc. This kinda scares me a bit 'cause I'm so afraid to some day end up like her (CHOI!!!!!!!!!!!!!) and have no money. That's it, I wanna be rich.)
Anyway, since the lack of part-time jobs to do lately, I've been sorta playing with photoshop a bit.
I know that nobody's interested in my n00b photoshop ventures, but whatever. T.T
I know this doesn't look damn convincing or anything and I look like a pinched frog, but this's the first time I ever managed to photshop anything even remotely like this.
*yay*
The evil triplets. I hate the right one.
*jumps around in glee* (don't pop my balloon of satisfaction please! :( )
I know, I know, I really ought to lose, like 5kg or something.
But ... but ..... I couldn't be arsed. =((((
I did try eating less, but food is equivalent to having Brad Pitt do a stripdance in front of me.
They're both irresistable. Nyehehe.
Gah! My BMI used to be 18 back when I was still schooling and now it's 19. Wtf.
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I watched The Wild a few days ago and one of the songs on the movie was SO nice.
It's Good Enough by Lifehouse.
I LOVE IT SO MUCH. I feel like it's written for me. =(((( Check out the lyrics
It seems the more we talk
The less I have to say
let's put our differences aside
I wanted to make you proud
But I just got in your way
I've found a place that I can hide ....
Now everything's changing
but I still feel the same
We're running out of time
What do I have to do,
To try to make you see,
That this is who I am ...
And it's all that I can be.
What do I have to do,
To try to make you see,
Trying to be like you ...
Isn't good enough for me.
I can totally relate to the lyrics. So much.
And frankly I think that a lot of people can, too. =(
PSPSPS: OMG I never laughed as hard as this in a long time. Watch this. OMG!
