Tuesday, February 14, 2006 || PRE V day Suicide
- ... I just committed the BIGGEST crime a single, mourning girl could ever do the day RIGHT before valentines day.
I watched City of Angels.
......... And I cried like my best friend just died for the last twenty minutes of that show. Oh my GOD, if you've watched it, you'd know how fking sad and romanticcccc it is. I nearly died of a heart attack, it's possibly the most emo film I have ever watched in my whole life. Melodramatic korean films inclusive. ARHHHHH!!!!!!!
I'm so gonna kill myself. My parents are blasting love songs from our hall stereo, so I've been listening to Richard Marx, Air Supply and god-knows-who-else all day. I smell a conspiracy!!! They're trying to freak me out so badly that I pack my bags, get a job, and leave!!!
*jk*
Anyway, go listen to Wind Beneath My Wings by Bette Midler. It's not really mushy-wushy or romantic ... I like it cause the lyrics are really really nice. And it applies to friendship, family, etc.
Ohhhh, oh, oh, oh, ohhh.
It must have been cold there in my shadow,
to never have sunlight on your face.
You were content to let me shine, that's your way.
You always walked a step behind.
So I was the one with all the glory,
while you were the one with all the strength.
A beautiful face without a name for so long.
A beautiful smile to hide the pain.
Did you ever know that you're my hero,
and everything I would like to be?
I can fly higher than an eagle,
for you are the wind beneath my wings.
It might have appeared to go unnoticed,
but I've got it all here in my heart.
I want you to know I know the truth, of course I know it.
I would be nothing without you.
*sigh* so sweet and meaningful. Too bad I don't have anyone to dedicate it to. =(((( Friends? They already know that I love them lah. (RIGHT?!?!?!) Family? UHhh .... *keeps quiet*
Tsk. Such an emo day. Should I go watch Notting Hill now? Har har har ...
