Saturday, February 17, 2007 || a FRESH start
- It has just occured to me that a blog would be absolutely pointless if it isn't interesting. I mean, interesting enough for friends and whoever that's interested, anyway.
OMG what happened lah. My blog is currently like a piece of thousand year old turd. I miss the times when I was happier and it showed in my posts.
I need a fresh start lah. A new url? A new template? A domain maybe?
And not everything is about my blog, cause it will be one of many fresh starts. I can't stand the endless fooling around anymore. I want to be happy again. I can't continue drowning my so-called misery in weird shits anymore.
I mean ... Gah. Everything's just super confusing. All I know is that I miss him. Cause he made me feel safe ... fleeting or not.
But like I said, none of this is helping me. I need a fresh start. To start anew. To tear away a page, a chapter of my life, and continue penning down my story. Of course, a better one.
I swear I'll be back. Feeling fresh. And untarnished.
