Sunday, July 02, 2006 || total bliss =)
There are very few moments in life when I feel absolutely happy.
You know what happiness feels like, right? Sure, I have loads of fun in life. But I don't feel specifically happy much. Like ... this intense feeling of joy waiting to burst in you. Like you're floating on a cloud, singing out loud, not giving a damn about the world and all its worries. :)
I'm feeling fully satisfied with everything in my life right now. Sure, there are people who judge me, people who expect me to be different, people who try to bring me down with their harsh words and raised-eyebrows ......
But I have friends who love me for who I am, a dysfunctional-but-caring family, a cute dog to cuddle. :)
At this particular moment, I don't feel lonely or lost at all. I'm so very happy to be alive.
I think that life was meant to be like this. Blissful. Endless. Happy. Until our selfish natures got into the way. =/
I'm happy that I love God (despite what judgemental asses say *gr*), I love my friends, and that I'm a generally good person. :D I can make mistakes and improve along the way, right?
So yup. Thanks to all the people who have been there for me, or who has been friendly or nice to me. You could've chosen to plainly ignore me or look past me, but you didn't - you cared. I appreciate it.
I'm happy :D and even though I know I'll go to sleep feeling this happy and possibly wake up feeling like shit .... I really wish that I could capture this moment forever and keep it in a box for me to smile at whenever I'm down.
I wish that everybody could be happy. All the time.
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