Wednesday, May 24, 2006 || My first day in college
- HIE people!
Ask me about my first day at college. Go on!
*smiles* Well, to almost everybody who asked me, I merely answered, "It was okay, save for the fact that I transformed into azilE ..." (opposite of Eliza, yo)
It was pretty awkward at first, since ALL (I swear!) of the girls in my supposed class were SO quiet.
There was a girl who stared blankly at me without answering anything everytime I asked her a question. =.=''
...... It was okay, though, despite my intense scrutinization of everything and pessimism. :P I did make some "friends" (supposedly?) and since Christine and Jaclyn once adviced me to talk to chicks and not dudes first ... that's what I did. O_o
And I didn't curse! .......Although there was one time when I accidentally muttered "What the hell ..." under my breath, and a girl was staring at me like I've gone cuckoo.
... I would've KILLED to have any of my good friends with me. Now I've realized how much I'm dependant on them for fun and comfort. =(
BUT, my first sem's schedule is pretty light ...... which actually means that I'm possibly able to resume my lifestyle when I was bumming! *hugs mamaks, friends and PS2*
And I'll probably be able to work part-time as well. =)
Yesterday, college ended at one *phew* and I immediately hurried to find my friends. We ended up talking in coffee bean until 8. -_-
Cally, in her usual CALLYish manner, wanted to go to mamak at 10. o_O Though we couldn't ...
"You know, I've just realized that you are soooooo important in my life", was the first thing I exclaimed to Jaclyn when I saw her.
"Why?"
"I swear, you're probably the only one on earth who takes me AS I AM and doesn't expect anything from me... Goddd what am I gonna do without you guys in college!!! I'm scared wei! I think I've taken you guys for granted, and now I really feel the pain ..."
"Actually I also know la, I need you in my life a lot also. Cause at least at the end of the day, I just know that my best friend is there for me loh, and I can always look forward to bitching to you whenever I need to .... Other people will only think I'm mengada-ing."
"Awww ... *emo*"
"Haih ..... *emo*"
"OKAY okay, enough la fucker."
........ Some things never change. -____-
I *do* wish that I brought my camera along with me wherever I go more often though. My blog is SO lacking pics!
Oh oh, before I forget. I SWEAR:
1) I will get a good G.P.A no matter what. I MUST. For the sake of my dreams.
2) I will not kiss the asses of the cool kids. (jk)
3) I will NOT flirt around. I will save my antics for another day. =P
Seriously, I REALLY do wanna do academically well in college. Nothing else really matters anymore. If getting good grades in college will bring me one step closer to realizing my dreams .... I really WILL have to do it, and not get distracted by the usual petty stuff.
And oh, I believe I'm not the only person who thinks this way, but I absolutely HATE cheap people. I think some people will know what I mean by 'cheap'.
I'm really, really disappointed in *you*.
EDIT: I fell asleep on the couch, curled up with Fifi, and when my dad came home he yanked Fifi out of the chair cause he didn't want her to dirty his sofa. =(
She squealed in pain and terror. *sakit hati*
My dad is evil.
