Sunday, January 08, 2006 || I miss missing you.
- My good friend, D, started blogging in blogspot! I loved the way he wrote in xanga, and now he made a move to blogspot. And D here is one of the few people I know that posseses writing skills that I look up to, along with Jin.
- Edited my links, 'cause a lot of the blogs that I adore are not being updated regularly anymore. =( Come back, people!
- It was my mum's birthday on the 5th! Happy birthday, mummykins. Love ya lots for being the best mum on earth. And on another note, a few days earlier was 'brother' Josh's birthday. Happy belated one, dude! Sorry for forgetting, ya?
I haven't been updating much lately ... Well, it's only because I've been really busy for the past few days. Heck, I haven't even been staying at my OWN HOUSE much ... Damn sad case, right? :p
But! After a lot of thinking and 'rediscovering myself' sessions, I feel like a totally different new person. Wah cheh. I've realized that I have tendencies to get REALLY long-winded at times, especially when I'm carried away ... *blush blush* So I'll have to stop exaggerating and going off on a certain subject too much, ya?
But! After a lot of thinking and 'rediscovering myself' sessions, I feel like a totally different new person. Wah cheh. I've realized that I have tendencies to get REALLY long-winded at times, especially when I'm carried away ... *blush blush* So I'll have to stop exaggerating and going off on a certain subject too much, ya?
*** Liz's Newsflash ***
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Ok, running in the rain is NOT fun. Especially not when you get sick from it. =( Whoever said that running and/or dancing in the rain was romantic?
HECK NO it isn't. Okay, so maybe it is a bit fun, especially if you're with a good friend ...
Was kinda funny though, cuz when it suddenly rained, I had to run to this overhead bridge for shelter ... And when we were there, sitting on the stairs, I started singing 'Listen to the rhythm of the pouring rain ... tellin' me just what a fool I've been ~' ... AND THE RAIN STARTED TO STOP. -_-
My voice is miraculous, I'm telling ya. *grins*
So am pretty sick today. Well, still surviving lah ... A flu and headache ain't gonna kill me, right?
So when I came home, The Uncle started crapping, as usual.
"You know what my friend said about Christians the other day?"
"What?", I asked, my eyebrows raising.
"Well, he was asking me lah, why are Christians soooooo weird ..."
"What lah ... Why weird??"
"Cause you know when you Christians say 'The Lord Saves You' in chinese, 'Ye Shou da gao lei?'.."
"Ya ... So what's up with it?"
"My friend asked me why was Jesus so violent ... 'Ye shou da kau lei?' he asked ... Jesus got hit people wan meh??? HAHAHAHAH!!"
*tears hair out* Damn crazy dude, he is. =P
God, life has been so good lately. You know, times like these, I can't help but wonder what bad thing is in store for me ... Like, life can't be kind at all times, right? So what's next? Gah.
It's already the 7th of January. Just slightly more than one more month, and it's February 14th again.
UGHHHHH NOOOO!!!
It is positively THE most depressing day for singles like me. :p Happy, smiling couples all around, holding hands with red roses ...........
Just the other day, my friend and I were ranting about how we suddenly felt like it'd be nice to be in a relationship again. But then again, knowing me (... bad habits + bad temper + messy + ffk tendencies) .......
*speechless* Cannot lah.
But hey, I miss the feeling of missing or liking someone. Even if the person does not like you in return. You know, butterflies in your stomach (.. which is what kuch kuch ho ta hai stands for in Tamil, by the way. HAHA!), the burst of happiness when the dude talks to you. The constant wondering. Hey ... you spoke to me again today! You even smiled at me from afar ... But it didn't mean anything ... Or did it?
I haven't liked anybody for more than one year already, thus I miss those feelings. :p For the first time in a long while, I'll have to say that I'm in a pretty vulnerable state now. Bleckh. Of course, it's not that I like anyone ... Not even close. But I'm a crazy person, and crazy people perform crazy things ... So let's hope that I don't try anything funny soon, ya?
*whacks stupid ideas out of self*
Blah ... I swear, I'm going to buy a small, pink cupcake, light a candle on it, buy one firecracker, and celebrate the commercialized V day in my apartment's garden.
