Monday, December 19, 2005 || Animal Magnetism. Sexual Magnetism.
- Mag.net.ism. Pronunciation Key (m
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m)1. The class of phenomena exhibited by a magnetic field.
2. The study of magnets and their effects.
3. The force exerted by a magnetic field.
4. Unusual power to attract, fascinate, or influence: i.e the magnetism of money.
5. Animal magnetism.
I am feeling dazed, dreamy, horny and sleepy.
MAGNETISM. Human-human magnetism. Animal-animal magnetism. Human-animal magnetism.
How is it that some types of human being are generally attracted by certain types of people of the opposite/same sex?
Picture this: You're walking alone in a lonely lounge, with soothing jazz music playing in the background ... Crowds of people are gaily chatting, none of them aware of your presence. You look across the room ... and suddenly, you see a GORGEOUS guy/girl sitting alone. Your heart melts; your knees weaken.
.... But the GORGEOUS guy/girl remains blissfully unaware of your presence. So you sit at another table, drooling at the gorgeous being, contemplating, wondering, if you ought to go up to him/her and introduce yourself ... Will the gorgeous dude think that you're lame? Or will the gorgeous person actually be interested?
Or turned off?
See, the thing about attraction, it usually does not work both ways. Sure, in some rare cases, there is attraction at first sight on both sides. But it does not happen often. Usually, one person will be more mesmerized, interested and smittened by the other ... And takes up the initiative to, *coughs*, develop more attraction between them.
(I like to think that guys *should* make the first move ... but of course, it usually is the other way around nowadays. Not that there's anything wrong with that, heh.)
For example, I used to really like this dude named Ezra. Which is, like, the ONLY guy I ever liked that I actually admitted to liking in public. Meaning, my friends all knew about my stupid crush... And in my case, that itself is a pretty big deal. I'm weird; I usually do not talk about the guys that I like. So if I actually bragged about liking you in public, you really should be very very flattered. I don't even talk about any of the doofuses that I dated.
Ezra and I met at an Obstacle camp. Something like an adventure camp with a twist. So anyway, your lovely blogger Lizzy went alone 'cause most of her other friends were attending a church camp...
I was waiting at the receptionist's desk. AND SUDDENLY, he walked in. You know, he wasn't that good-looking (OKAY FINE HE'S DAMN HOT) ... but there was something about his gaze that really really made me melt. It was soooo ...... Piercing. Electrifying. Sensual.
But obviously, he didn't feel the same way about me lah. I doubt that he (... or anyone else, for that matter) turned into jellyfish everytime he looked at me. LOL.
So at around 2 a.m of the second day, I think, there was this night hike on the mountains. There was this slope .... Which was really muddy. And clumsy me actually nearly fell off the slope; if I did, I think that I'll probably be blogging from Heaven. And this Ezra dude actually grabbed my freaking hand to keep me on balance.
"You okay?" He asked, in his damn low and throaty voice.
I really really wanted to blurt out something like "I'M SO OKAY NOW THAT I'VE MET YOU!!!!!" but obviously, I only muttered "yeah".
So my point is, it is pretty obvious that I was hopelessly smittened by this dude. Head-over-heels, they call it. And the thing is ... it was one-sided. The effect was only on me. (I think??)
What was it about him that I liked so much? His big big brown puppy dog eyes? His cuteass hair?? His drop dead gorgeous smile?!?
MAGNETISM, I call it. All the other dudes that I sorta liked after Ez were different as hell from him, physically and otherwise. Some were prolly as cute as/cuter than Ez, but somehow ... No jelly effect on me from them. Attraction is such a fascinating thing, really ... It's not only about lust, you know. Even on an emotional level. Heck, even BLOGS have a magnetic value to them ... Some blogs are plainly attractive, some aren't. Which, mine is definitely the latter, of course. Screw you, Magnetism. I certainly need a dose of it. =P
So today, when I was yum cha-ing with Chi Chi, we talked about it, and she actually, err, confessed that she's easily attracted by ALL TYPES OF MEN. LOL. For many obvious reasons, I shan't take her seriously. :P
Like Jin was talking about sexy gazes, that day, I think that I really should develop one of my own too. An intensely sexy, piercing, electrifying gaze. Then maybe someday, I'll turn someone into jelly. Wahahaha!
But never mind. My friends love me. I love my friends.
.... Though most of all, I love myself. How's that for narcissism?
P/S. I just watched Perhaps Love today. And Takeshi Kaneshiro is absolutely GORGEOUS. I can feel it ...... I'm going to turn into jelly soon ..................
P.P/S. I'm in heaven. Period.
Damn, I LOVE YOU, MOTHER OF CALLY!!! More jelly Liz coming up ...
