Thursday, December 22, 2005 || Sometimes, things just change when you're in a bad mood ...
- The past few days have been probably the worst days I've ever had in awhile. Well, except for maybe SPM ....... but somehow, my mood was still okay during SPM. It was just the permanent headaches and lack of sleep.
Day One:
My so-called future boss rung me up and asked to meet me again. And yes, the salesgirl was right -- SHE IS AN OLD HAG. And she managed to piss me off REALLY badly with her snappy demands and condescending tone ... Of course, I did not attempt anything stupid and merely smiled and gritted my teeth. Mahai, I don't think I can work there anymore ... For 10 hours per day and NO lunch break, plus shitty boss and fucked-up pay, I think that I'll end up hitting on the boss (REAL boss, not the old hag) or something like that.
Then after I met The Old Hag, I proceeded to go to my favourite Pearl Milk Cafe to have a cup of Green Tea to calm myself down. While waiting for Cally to arrive, this dude that I SORTA know, but only on a VERY mutual basis came and sat beside me. *shrugs* Which was fine by me ...
But this ASS does not know the meaning of 'Thou Shalt Not Attempt To Come Physically Close To Eliza When She's PMS-ing', apparently. I was sulking, so my face was red and I wasnt that talkative, and this feller actually had the balls to keep on asking me why was I so "SHY" around him. And his face was extremely close to mine. By instinct, I REALLY wanted to punch him ...... But damn bad to make some random irritating dude my punching bag lah, as much as he annoyed me.
Day Two:
Told my parents about The Old Hag. Which led to an extremely verbally violent argument.
"Hmph. You don't even know how to find a better, higher paying job ... Who asked you to go for interview there?"
"YOU did."
"I told you to go out and earn money ... not be exploited and underpaid."
....... Let's just say that it didn't go very well. For the FIRST TIME EVER, I used the F word against them. Which I felt really bad for later and apologized, but damn, I was pissed, alright. VERY pissed. For obvious reasons.
Day Three:
OK, so it wasn't that bad ... I asked Evon out to MV for yum cha and King Kong. Jaclyn tagged along. Met up with Chris and Ivy in Sushi King for lunch before watching the movie ...
But bleckh, I was in a bad mood. It is actually VERY easy to spot my bad moods. For about maybe 70% of the time, I wear black ... 20% of the time, I wear blue. 10% of the time, I wear red.
For some weird reason, I don't wear the above mentioned colours when I'm in a bad mood. So I wore a fugly orange thing ... Which really spelt out 'Beware of Liz', if you knew me well. Haha. But for some reason, I managed to contain my bad spell for the first few hours (... cause Jaclyn was PMSing, though unnoticeable. And Chris too, I think.) and only started to feel sulky and moody after King Kong.
Oh yea, saw Jin there too.
So after Jin and Evon left, Jac and I bought sushi from Jaya Jusco and pigged out at a chair while complaining about each other's bad days. After that, we all headed for Cally's place to pig out AGAIN. (Fuck, no wonder the three of us are rapidly putting on the KGs ... )
And on impulse, I slept over at Jac's place because I needed the retreat. If I were at home ... I'd definitely be pigging out in front of my computer, watching korean shows, and pulling ANOTHER all-nighter. You know, my recent fucked up sleeping schedule is seriously making me fat. For some reason, the less you sleep, the fatter you get. Tsk.
When I put on weight ... all the fats accumulate around my arms, and my face. -___- Which is like, BAD. For Jac, its her thighs and arms. For Cally ... it's only her stomach. All also damn sad case......Tsk. At Jaclyn's place, at around 3 a.m or so, she decided to try to be FUNNY and let her hair down in front of her face Ju-On style and leaned above me while I was closing my eyes. So when I opened my eyes, I thought I saw a ghost, and I screamed and PUNCHED her face. Which resulted in a red nose. -_-
So I slept for maybe 12 hours yesterday, skipping lunch and breakfast ... which was what I needed, man. A retreat away from this dreary shithole and this old computer screen, and away from the parents.
I swear, if my bad days keep up until Christmas and Camp, I'm gonna throw myself off a high high building. Gah, how often do I get to *cough* socialize with japanese and koreans?!?!?! And Christmas is such a nice festival, it would NOT be good to be in Eliza Lee Defensive Hungry Pissed Off mood. Besides, I wouldn't wanna cancel out on my friend's countdown plans ...
I dont think I'm gonna be home from this weekend onwards ... I need all the time away from home. But tomorrow, I think that I'll be baking brownies and cookies, cause I'm too lazy to go Christmas shopping for everybody. No mood either.
Take a deep breath, Liz. Okay, so time for more books and korean drams ..........
