Tuesday, September 27, 2005 || My Phobia arises
- You know what? The Gods of sleep MUST hate me a lot.
Yesterday, I was kept awake all night, because I was thinking about what Joshua said. And of course, the guilt was biting at me.
And let me tell you what happened today. Well, just ten minutes ago, actually.
So I was nicely tucked in bed, staring at the ceiling, trying my best to fall asleep ... But a big, shadowy black figure flew into my face.
I thought it was pontianak, or something. Seriously. So I screamed, threw my blanket aside, and jumped towards the switch to turn on my room lights.
........
Turned out that it was a moth. But I swear, this one must be at least half the size of my hand, and the sight of it made me vandalize rule number one of my fated Seven Rules over and over again. I feel pretty lame for saying this, but I am afraid of moths. I mean, I have this severe phobia of butterflies and moths ... which developed since I was a kid, don't ask me why.
I remember crying my eyes out, when my parents dragged me into a Butterfly Farm, in Cameron Highlands.
Really weird phobia, I know. By the way, just a bit of extra knowledge for ya, it's called Mottephobia. I should sign up for a membership at IHateButterflies.com. Most people are afraid of heights, even though it's highly UNlikely that they fall off tall buildings ... So I'm afraid of butterflies, just the same way. My friends used to laugh at me all the time, over this. :/ But nowadays, I can't really stand discrimination, so there!
SIGH. Now I'm all alone in the hall, as the darned moth drove me out of my own room. Sigh. Nobody is online to talk to me, and the only company that I have is my dog, who is busy wanking.
Just kidding. My cute dog doesn't wank. And even if she does, I absolutely refuse to acknowledge it.
Damn. Maybe I should use a broom or something, and poke it out of my room. Why isn't anyone online? I mean, the only people who are online are la las, and they're all doTAing. I still don't get what's so addictive about Dota.
Since I'm so fully awake and rejuvenated, perhaps I myself should try out Dota, just to see what's the fuss all about.
I'm so very awake, and so very bored indeed. Talk to me, someone. T_T
Cheers.
