Is doing
this with my life really so bad? I mean, well, perhaps it does look sort of pointless, but why do we get judged this way? I don't get it. I really don't. I never found my life, or any of my friend's, an interesting topic of discussion. Sigh.
And for the record, I
did talk to my best friend about it. About how we were "bad reflectors" of God and all the hoo-hahs. And I also told her about Suet and Prez's telling me that we ought to be more aggressive and active in church. She took it all rather well, surprisingly, and I guess it actually may be a blessing in disguise as we've decided to organize a totally kick-ass event/party at church this December. Sort of a remake of the M.A.D event we organized two years back. :D
YES, this is my chance to prove that our uniqueness will be able to result in something totally fun, cool and (hopefully) successful. Ideas, anyone? ^^;; My creativity is sort of
blah nowadays, I doubt that I'll be able to come up with anything great. Sigh.
Oh well, this whole thing is just too confusing. I wish that someone'd tell me what to do, or how to react, just this once. So I can stop feeling like shit. =/
On a much lighter note, I heard that I got highest in the class for my essay paper. Like,
yes Yes YES! *dances to
Numa-Numa* I actually thought that it was the worst essay paper ever, cause for one, it was the shortest I ever wrote ... But oh well. Maybe my friend was just bullshitting, but if I really did get the highest, I guess my teacher bought it. :D:D:D:D
HOORAY!!!!!
Edited: Vote NITA for Malaysian Idol! Daniel is, well, cute and everything ... but ahhhh *avoids punches from "Danny boy's" fans.