Wednesday, September 28, 2005 ||
- Currently Reading: Into the Blue by Robert Goddard
Listening to: Balada Para Adelina by Richard Clayderman
I've had the best sleep of my 2005 life! *is happy* For once, I could sleep endlessly without tossing and turning, and the weird intervals when I'd wake up for no particular reason. Had the weirdest dream ever, though. I dreamed that Ivy dearest got married to Vincent, right after SPM. O_O Ouch, that girl'd probably kill me or something, if she finds out.
I should be dreaming about my own wedding, instead of hers! Eesh.
Anyway, last night was interesting. I was reading my other blogs, from its earliest posts, and I've found out that the person I am today, is an incredibly different person than the person that I was. Sort of odd, because I couldn't really recognize half of the entries that I wrote, once upon a time, and it was almost as though I was reading 'em from a stranger's point of view. The feeling is weird, but oddly refreshing.
I'm never going to stop blogging. :D It'll be damn fun to re-read all my blogs again, ten years down the lane.
Anyway, I found this poem or whatever you'd call it, from my older blogs. Frankly, I don't remember writing it ... I guess at that point of time, I was in a dreary and morbid mood.
Faces
Tantalizing shadows,
Haunt my dreams,
I toss and turn, heave a sigh,
Until the dark figures pass me by.
So many faces,
I see in me ...
Evil sneers, obscure facades,
The nightmare awakens me as the faces all fade.
Why am I drowning?
Reluctantly swimming ...
In tumultuous currents of envious waves,
I don't have the strength to live at this pace.
God in heaven, if You're here,
Utter soft whispers into my ear ...
Promise me gently, don't leave me in haste,
Tell me my life has not gone to waste.
Restore my faith, dry my tears,
The Faces are returning, resuscitating my fears,
Try as I might, I still sleep in fright.
But once upon a time, I had you by my side.
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Well, I liked it. :D
Today was so fine. I woke up at 1, played with my dog a bit and I headed for my friend's house to help her with her SPM Art paper preparations, which will be tomorrow. :( I swear, some of the questions are so bloody funny, I laughed my ass off the minute I set my eyes on them.
Anda telah tersesat di sebuah hutan cendawan raksasa. Hutan tersebut dipenuhi dengan pelbagai jenis cendawan. Batang cendawan ini pula berduri dari pangkal hingga ke atas. Kebanyakan cendawan ini tumbuhnya di tepi sungai yang airnya berwarna ungu kebiru-biruan.
Am I the only person on earth who finds this funny? -_- And another one went like:
Kacang dan huruf-huruf sedang bermain bola sepak di sebuah padang yang besar. Gunakan imaginasi anda.
...... What the? LOL, I swear, the people who set the questions must be really
Anyway, my friend decided to pick the Monstrous Mushroom question, cause the rest of them were even more ridiculous. Good luck, pal, I'm sorry I wasn't much help. 8-) And to Cal, Lilynn and the rest who are sitting for the paper: All the best! Liz loves you!
*coughs*
I'm extremely blissed out right now. I just took an hour-long shower, gave myself a nice pore mask and washed my hair. :D Palmolive is great, my hair smells amazing. I should really pamper myself more. =)
I think I may just have ate a lil' too much, though ... *sigh* Woe is me, woe is me. In form 1, I lost nearly 8 or 9 kg, due to my VERY low self image and obsessive dieting. And in a span of four years or so, I think I've gained back all the weight I've lost. Now, is that a good or a bad thing, I can't decide. Oh well. Whatever will be, will be.
I have so many things to write about, but I can't seem to find the inspiration to do so. Oh well, I'll leave them for another day, I suppose. I even want to write about school, like Wen Che did, but I'm just not in the mood right now. Sorry, girl. I tend to enjoy writing more when I'm in a downright nasty mood. O_o
I wonder how are my school friends. I mean, our 'gang' hasn't been going to school for the past week or so, by now, so I have not seen them for quite some time. :'( Well, except for Ivy and Chris, whom I meet on a regular basis.
I miss them.
Maybe I'll take up their invitation for steamboat at Sunway, for this Sunday. I mean, I AM sort of broke and everything, but friends are more important than money, right? =D Christine dear, if you're reading this, you and Ivy are invited too. I'd SMS you, but I know that you guys probably turn off your phones while studying, so I guess I'll just call you this Friday or something.
Hmm, it's weird how I don't seem to think about my school friends all that much when I see them regularly, but I sort of miss seeing them now. And I've been waiting for this moment since FOREVER. The moment when school'd be over and I'd have no obligations to enter the grounds. Heh.
Oh well, I guess I'll ask them out more once this whole SPM crap is blown over with. For now, I don't really intend to barge in on anyone, just because I am not studying. Haih.
Anyway, my friend borrowed me this!
She's on Duty, starring Kim Sun-Ah. =D
Yup, I've been dying to watch this since forever. I guess you could call me a korean freak, cause I'm extremely knowledgeable about korean movies, serials, celebrities and whatnot. I probably shouldn't have watched Winter Sonata and Autumn in My Heart when it was aired. Now I'm hooked. Argh.
*runs off to watch The OC*
*runs off to watch The OC*
