Thursday, July 27, 2006 || Of school and fugly IC pictures
- HI lovely nonexistential readers of my beautiful blue blog!
(Actually it isn't really beautiful cause I think my current layout sucks and I want a new one =( a black one again)
Anyway, I remember swearing, not too long ago, that I was gonna lose 5 kg.
GUESS WHAT! .......... I failed. =(
Honestly, I've only really been doing a LOT of very constructive sleeping and eating throughout the holidays. Whatever happened to jogging, Liz? Grrr.
So obviously, I give up lah. I don't think I'll ever find the motivation to go on a full-blown diet unless a stranger on the streets walks up to me, gasps, and calls me a Fat Aunty.
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Dad woke me up at 8 in the morning today. -____- And interrupted my lovely dream. Har har. I am not supposed to wake up this early during the holidays. It's a sin, I tell ya!
Anyway, he drove me to my school, cause I wanted to ask about my SPM certificates and shit.
Honestly? It felt kinda weird walking through those familiar brown gates again. It has been almost eight months since I stepped into school ... yet it seems just like yesterday that I was constantly getting into trouble and all. Right here in the brown buildings.
Feeling kinda weird yet nostalgic at the same time, I wandered around a bit. It felt DAMN weird, I tell you, cause it honestly felt like I was still schooling and that I was merely walking lazily to class again, as usual. Like it was only yesterday that high school finally ended for me.
Where did all the time go? What have I been doing for the past 8 months? Why are all my friends and I in different colleges doing different stuff, when just 8 months ago, we were studying the same shitty subjects?!
All these funny questions flooded my mind. Haha.
Then I headed to the teacher's office to find my english teacher, to hopefully say hi and take a picture with her, but she wasn't there. =( She was the only teacher I ever genuinely liked. But mainly only cause she always liked my essays and gave me the highest marks all the time. =_=
So I hurried to the main Pejabat place and there were two teachers I vaguely remember there. One was this kind-looking lady who never taught me before, and the other was a really fierce-looking woman I never liked.
Obviously, I turned to Miss Kind-Looking and politely asked all that I needed to know. She cheerfully answered all my questions, and I found out that I'd only be getting my SPM certs next year. O_o
So I did what I needed to do, and cheerfully thanked them. Miss Garang, whom I didn't really talk to, suddenly turned to Miss Kind-Looking, and said, "Hehe, pretty girl."
........... WHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAT!!!!!!!! O_______O I dunno why, but I swear to God, I was really shocked. O.o
I gawked at her and she beamed at me. I quickly regained composure, smiled, and hurried out of the room, while deciding that Miss Garang is officially my new favourite teacher of all time. HAHA.
Zha dou. =.=
You know, I remember this lane was my favourite place in school. I always get this really light and happy feeling whenever I walked down it.
... Cause everytime I walked down it, it'd mean that school's over and I can go home to sleep. WAHAH.
Surprisingly, I found out that I'm not an emotionless robot ... and I did feel kinda emo strolling around in the familiar school grounds. =( I mean, hello, I always hated school. And I felt like, I dunno, I almost seem to miss it.
If you looked closely, you can prolly see a woman in this pic. The Guard was one of my Most Hated people of all time, cause she was such a bitch. I remember there was one time I almost hit her, cause she looked like she was about to punch me, which was a really horrible fiasco that was kinda nerve-wrecking, cause I ended up crying the whole day.
I remember promising myself to never take shit out of anybody anymore. Especially people who think that they're higher and bigger than me, I don't give a damn if they really are.
Seeing her again totally popped my balloon of nostalgia. I snapped out of my emo mood almost immediately, and when I walked past her, she was like:
"Eh girl, is THAT your car?" *points at my dad's car*
Me: "Well yeah."
"If YOU ever park THERE again, I am NOT letting YOU into the school anymore, you hear me?"
........ I glared at her and walked off, fully remembering why one of my biggest dreams in life was to get out of this place unscathed.
Some things never change, I guess.
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Then, since my I.C was robbed, I had to visit the IC department to make a new IC again. =.=
I was SO happy that I didn't have to wait long for my turn. :D
The woman who took my supposed new IC picture was a really nice and friendly malay lady who let me take a look at the picture on her computer screen. I took a look at the picture and I thought, 'Er ... this picture isn't as fugly as the previous one but I think it's quite bad also ... hmm'.
Like she was reading my mind, she asked me cheerfully if I wanted to take another picture, which was an opportunity I obviously jumped at. :D
............ BIGGGGGG MISTAKE.
She let me look at the second picture, and it was FUGLY. Omg, the cock-eyed, small-eyed chick with a crooked grin is NOT me!!!111111oneone
The nice lady peered at the pic and was like, "Eh you real cantik ar, tapi dalam foto tak cantik lah. Ahaha tak apalah, asalkan real okay kan?", while laughing. (I honestly thought it was a kinda 'wtf' thing to say O.o)
I stared at her. Since she was really very friendly and all, I thought that falling on my knees and begging for a new picture would be really rude. =.= And since she DID give me a HALF-compliment ......... I weakly smiled, looked at the ugly picture again, and had only one thing to say:
"Aduh ......"
Man, I always thought I looked better in pics. Guess I was wrong. =((((( The pic was seriously damn yong sui and is almost as bad as my student I.D picture. Okay okay, maybe even worse, since I look cock-eyed in my IC one.
DAMN SAD LAH. Huhuhu.
After that, I had lunch with my dad, which was a pretty weird half-an-hour cause we ended up discussing Winter Sonata the whole time. Oh man ...
Quite productive day, I'd say. Despite my sad new IC pic. =( Okay, gonna go read my new Stephen King book, though I dunno why, I don't really like his writing style that much. O_o
And can you believe it, I haven't watched Pirates of the Caribbean! Sad case lah me.
