Saturday, July 08, 2006 || holy COW
- Gonna blog a short entry about my lovely presentation(s) I had to do today.
So anyway, I am EXTREMELY sleep-deprived, cause I didn't sleep AT ALL for two days in a row. No shit. Of course, I came home and immediately fell asleep for two hours this afternoon ... but I still feel like shit. =(
I had to present my presentations today, and I'm not kidding when I proclaim that I REALLY did put in lotsa effort into both my marketing and psychology projects. Like, hello, I used to copy all my friends work all the time back in highschool, and now I'm doing all the work for hours every night. =/
.... Guess how I did?!
GUESS.
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I SUCKED. WTF!
First off was my psychology presentation. I was extremely shocked at the, erm, greatness of my seniors whose groups did their turns before mine. It didn't occur to me that we could use Powerpoint (Shiiiit, stupid, stupid me), thus all the seniors had lovely high-tech presentations and my group had one measley manila card. Plus, it didn't help that they were so smooth and sassy, while *we* spoke like stammering mosquitoes.
NVM. So I tried to not be too nervous. I started off pretty okay, I guess, since I didn't forget my lines ... but along the way, I noticed the seniors whispering at the back of the class, and much to my horror, I found out that
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MY BLACK BRA STRAP CAME OUT. AND WAS HANGING ON MY ARM.
OMGWTFBBQSHITFUCKCOW!!!!!!!!!!!!
My group members stared at me pointedly with widened eyes and I pretended nothing happened. But everything went downhill from that point on cause I forgot all my lines. =((((((((
OMG. All my hard work for ... nothing.
*sad, weary smile* ='(
Marketing presentation was okay, I suppose. I was extremely pissed at myself for making one mistake in my slide show and had to have the lecturer point it out. But overall I think I did quite okay, at least I managed to present my parts without stammering too much and I managed to answer all the questions, albeit not being entirely sure (... though I think we'll lose marks cuz my group members didn't say anything during Q&A. Meh.).
FUCK. I nearly cried whenever I think about the public humiliation of having my bra strap dangling on my shoulder when I was trying to present a professional psychology paper in my uncomfortable "formal" clothes.
SOMEONE KILL ME PLEASE FOR I SIMPLY CAN'T BEAR THE HORROR OF IT.
.... Blah. At least I have one week of "holidays".... before my exam begins. As you guys could probably tell by now, I'm damn busy and stressed out nowadays. =( Now that I've officially screwed both my presentations, I feel damn disappointed and pissed, since I REALLY did put in a lot of hard work. And not have it pay off really sucks. So there's a part of me that just wants to screw the exams. But I can't.
So I've decided not to start studying until Monday or later! Yay! :D
Procrastination is bliss. ;) At least I'm happier. WAHAHA. So what if I study damn hard and do so much work so early? Look what happened to my assignments! Time to sleep like a pig first. :D
P.S. I think that I look extremely fugly in formal clothes. Ewww. I hate business-woman-wannabe suits, they're so uncomfortable. =/
