Tuesday, August 16, 2005 || To stay or leave?
- I feel sort of lost and pathetic right now. Life is kind of ironic, isn't it? Sometimes knowing the truth isn't good enough.
Sometimes, the truth just confuses things even more ...
And as for me, I'm not good with confusion, per se. Ah, well. I'm even thinking of quitting this blog for good ... but what's the difference, when nobody knows me here, and when nobody even reads this? Well, at any rate ... a blog's still a blog, despite of its traffic. And I guess that I ought to make full use of it ... And in this case, I guess that I'll use this blog to "store" my writings. As amateurish as they are ... bleh.
I wish that strong winds would come, and blow me off a cliff, or at least push me into the right direction. Everything's so brutally confusing right now ... in other words, things are definitely unforeseen. Sigh, sigh ... All these boding thoughts in my head, it's almost a curse, I'm telling ya.
Don't know what I'm babbling about? Well, truth be told, I barely understand it myself very much at all. But if I ever grasp the sheer meanings of it all, I'll definitely jot it down here.
